I AM SICK AND TIRED
I really am sick and tired, I've been in this very heavy routine since the start of August. I have my practicum in the morning and I have my job in the afternoon and the evening. Plus I also have to attend classes on Saturdays and I have to prepare my practicum defense. It's so funny that I can still find time to watch a movie or go out with friends, because I really am tired. But inspite of it all, I am still happy. No one can bring my spirits down because I know I am loved, and I love those who love me. Its really ineviitable that there will be rough times, because without the rough times, how could we appreciate the good times? Its a matter of seeing the glass as half full or half empty. I see my glass as half full. I am thankful for all the blessings. I've made a couple of good acquaintances from my practicum and they made me feel very much welcome in their group. I know I am not being coherent with all of this because I REALLY AM SICK. I've had the flu since Monday, Aug.25, and I have been going to work and practicum ever since, I did have a one day rest though because I had a very high fever.
So, where is this going, I just want to share that I really am thankful for all of the challenges, new acquaintances, old friends and family. Eventhough not everyone has been supportive, it's still ok because the people that matter to me are very supportive. I am happy despite the pressures and "coldness" from other people. I am thankful that I can still be me, eventhough not everyone agrees with the real me.
Lessons
I have learned that people get angry for two reasons: when you've done something wrong to them or they become jealous of you. I admit, I've been been jealous before, but I let the person know that I am jealous of them or of what they have. That's the way I deal with jealousy because I don't want to hate the person for no reason at all. Jealousy makes me realize of what I want out of life. So jealousy for me is a reaction of people who do not have something that another person possesses. Jealousy is really not a bad thing, its how we react to the feeling.
Excitement
Two good news were reported to me this week: one being a dream come true and the other, well, all I can say is, we will be having an angel.
A Dream Come True:My friend asked to accompany her to a certain "event". For me its a big thing because I really want to go to this "event". Though it's still in the planning stage, but I really am excited, I really want to see this certain person.
Angel: One night, a friend texted me this good news, we were going to be added with an angel soon. Because of this very good news, the three of us were not able to sleep. Excitement and nervousness dawned upon us. But more of excitement, rather than nervousnes....