I like this song.... Can We Still Be Friends..
We can’t play this game anymore, But can we still be friends?
Things just can’t go on like before, But can we still be friends?

We had something to learn, Now it’s time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one, Before you know, it’s all gone

Let’s admit we made a mistake, But can we still be friends?
Heartbreak’s never easy to take, But can we still be friends?

It’s a strange sad affair, Sometimes seems that we just don’t care
Don’t waste time feeling hurt, We’ve been through hell together

Can we still get together sometimes?, Hey babe, can we still go on?
We awoke from our dream, Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on, It’s like a sweet, sad, old song

>>> The reason why I like this song is because I can relate, I am tired of the same old cycle of being friends and then enemies with an old flame. I'd like to think that not once have I ever said anything negative about him, for the reason that I believe that I loved him, and that all his good qualities will outshine his bad ones.
>>> Now I believe that I can never be friends with an old love. It would be difficult because one will keep on bringing up the past, and why the love has failed. I just hope that I am not that one.
>>> I've invested much on the relationship, more than he ever knows. I hate talking with him about the past, because I don't want to ever think of the "what ifs". I don't want to regret anything that I may or may not have done in the past. I live in the present and look forward to the future.
>>> I hope he is happy with his life right now, as I really am happy for him. I hope he'll also be happy for me, with what I have and what I have accomplished.
>>> I'd like to say that I loved him, more than life itself. That I almost cried myself to death when we parted ways. That I was willing to fight heaven and hell for him. That I was crushed when he didn't fight for me.
>>> Nobody had ever and will ever replace him in my heart and life. But life must go on. And I have moved on. I hope you did too.
>>> Can We Still Be Friends? <<<

CHALLENGES
I am faced with new challenges in my life. I will be given a new responsibility. This new responsibility is keeping me tossing and turning at night. The hard part is, I am not at liberty to tell my friends and siblings this new responsibility. The only thing that keeps me going is the thought that this challenge will not break me, it will make me a better person.
I've just concluded my Practicum 1 defense, it felt like a thorn has been pulled out of my chest. I do not know if I should be happy with the results or not, I could have done better though. No time to rest, I have to start with the documentation of my Practicum 2. haaayy...
Challenges keep on coming.. But I will keep on going... Because if it doesn't kill me, it will only make me stronger... :)