Celebrating My 25th Birthday..

"Go, go, go shawty....It's your birthday...We gonna party like it's yo birthday...We gonna sip Bacardi like it's your birthday..."

Hey, I turned 25 today, and I don't feel like a day over 23! hahahah! My age went from 18, skipped a few years and now, I'm 23, hahahah!

Absynth Celebration, January 13-14, 2005

Gerry's Grill Celebration, January 21, 2005







MPRH Celebration, January 22, 2005

My Guy..

Some of my friends say, I like bad boys daw, some say I like the boy-next-door kind.. Well, I am pretty confused. Sometimes I do like the bad boy, sometimes, I do like the boy-next-door..

Actually, physically, I am attracted to the boy-next-door type, the crisp white shirt, the well kept trendy hair, the fair-colored skin..

However, with the "trend" I've been having (all my exes seem to have similar qualities except for one), I seem to like the bad boy type.. The unruly hair (but definitely not dirty!), the manly color, and the "cool-guy" look..

But it's just physical, I don't want to limit my options by defining something that will change eventually.. For now, I am dealing with things one day at a time (or should I say, one man at a time! hahaha!! I wish!) (",)

I read this from a bulletin board message in friendster.. I think its really nice.. Read on..

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HOW 2 KIP UR GIRL IN LUV WITH YOU

• Play with her hair.
• Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.
• Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.
• Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand.
• Pick flowers from other peoples Yards and give them to her.
• Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.
• Sit in the park and talk to her.
• Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.
• Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her Laugh.
• Write poems and songs about her.
• Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. Surprise her.
• Do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face.
• Be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. (How I wish we have snow here..)
• Let her fall asleep in your arms.
• Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back right away if she calls you.
• Jump on the bed with her.
• Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
• Carve your names into a tree.
• Get her mad, and then kiss her. (Really cute! I really recommend this!)
• Give her piggy-back rides.
• Stay up with her all night.
• Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you.
• Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars*.
• Make up nicknames for each other.
• Show up at her school or class unexpectedly.
• Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.
• Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds.
• Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters.
• If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5-hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.
• Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.
• Listen to her favorite songs.
• When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream.
• Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes.
• Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
• Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it. And always tell her "I love you!"....

Year 2004 - The Year that was.. The Year of the Monkey

We'll I only realized this 2nd day of January that the previous year was the year of the monkey, and I was born on the year of the monkey..

I have a few things to be thankful for last year, some of them are as follows:

• I finally graduated. I completed my Master's Degree on Engineering, Major in Computer and Communications
• I completed the CCNA course
• I passed the CCNA Certification Exams
• I became a regular employee (faculty) of Mapua Tech
• I gained and lost weight
• Most important of all, I know that in troubled times, I can always rely on my siblings and my closest, truest friends..

'Twas an interesting year, time has passed so quickly, and in a few days, I will be a year older again.. Haayyy...

A Love Letter for an Old Friend, an Old Love

Dear You,

Getting over you was the hardest thing I ever have to do. You knew almost everything about me. Well, almost.. I don't think you knew how much you meant to me. That you were my world, my life, the air I breathed in, the fire that kept my passion burning. You knew of my passion but never its intensity. I sacrificed my values, principles and some things I believed in because I was inlove with you, because I valued our "relationship" very much. I believed you when you made that promise of "As soon as.." and I waited. But you never came back. Now, I see that you are happy in the arms of someone else. I have to admit at first I was bitter, but I accepted it all, that my love for you was stronger that the feeling of hatred. Still, I could not accept the fact that you never came back, that you fell in love with someone else and left me all alone.

But that was then. Everything's different now, time has healed all the wounds that this love has caused. And I want to thank you for the experience. For the joys and pain. For opening my eyes to a whole new world.

Yes I am still alone, but I am happy. I do not know when I'll fall in love again. You came in to my life so unexpectedly, maybe the next one will arrive the same way you did, but I hope this time, not in the same circumstances we were in.

I still want you to know something, maybe because my conscience has bothered me about this for a long time, I neve replaced you with that other guy, he was helping me deal with the pain. HE NEVER TOOK YOUR PLACE in my heart. Everything was untrue. It was a false romance. What you saw between me and that guy was a show. Nothing more.

I bid farewell to you old friend, because I had let go of all my feelings for you. I wish you the same happiness that you were able to bring me, as I hope you wish the same happiness for me too. God bless always..

The memory of us will always be with me.. Take care..

Baby