CRAVING!!!

I'm craving for Don Henrico's Pasta.. But I guess I can cook naman for myself. Maybe this weekend, I'll try to cook my tuna pasta ala chamba.. Hehehe...

I am also craving for something else.. No, I'm not craving for food.. It's been a week since I went to the gym eh, I attended 2 aerobics classes. But I've been busy that I have neglected my weight training. Still, I still just want to attend the aero classes rather than continue weight training.. hehe... So, I am craving for aero classes.. I actually miss my "classmates"..

Well, another term has ended, I am thinking of rewarding myself. But I have been rewarding myself naman all throughout the term so I think I won't reward myself this time. I just hope that during this term break, I'll be able to spend more quality time with my Baby... Hhhmmm...

Growing Up

My friend's wife, Eliza, sent this to me.. I think I've read this once, but it never had an impact on me as it has now.

Dont grow old, grow up

Many people are afraid of growing old. I`m afraid of growing old and boring. Many people are afraid of growing old, alone. I`m afraid of growing old, insane. Many people are afraid of losing their looks. I`m afraid of losing my dreams. Many people are afraid of losing their youth. I`m afraid of losing my soul.

When you`re 15, 35 seems ancient. When you`re 35, 15 seems juvenile. A turnaround in a split second - two decades zoom past and before you know it, it`s only a mile to the next millenium. Don`t fear age- it`s a right of personhood. Don`t fear it, it`s God`s greatest jest. Don`t grow old - you don`t have to.

Don`t date because you`re desperate. Don`t marry because you`re miserable. Don`t have kids because you think your genes are superior. Don`t separate because you think it`s fashionable. Don`t drink because you have troubles. Don`t gamble because you think winning is inevitable. Don`t philander because you think you`re irresistible. Most likely, you`re not. Don`t associate with people you can`t trust. Don`t cheat. Don`t lie. Don`t pretend. Don`t try to buy your way into the kingdom of God. Don`t dictate because you`re smarter. Don`t demand because you`re stronger. Don`t sleep around because you think you`re old enough and know better. Don`t hurt your kids because loving them is harder. Don`t sell your self, your family or your ideals.

Don`t stagnate. Don`t regress. Learn a new skill. Find a new friend. Start a new career. Don`t live in the past. Time can`t bring anything or anyone back. Don`t put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right. Don`t throw you life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking and you can`t afford to have your eggs harvested before the new millenium.

There`s always a mad rush to something, somewhere but victory does not always belong to those who finish first. Sometimes, there is no race to be won only a price to be paid for some of life`s more hasty decisions. You can`t always go with the throng who would be wrong. Sometimes, you have to be alone to be enlightened.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless. To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy. To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy. Don`t bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons. To keep yourself warm, buy a jacket. In the long-run, it will be less complicated and less costly. To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what you can be.

Simplify your life. Take away the clutter. Get rid of destructive elements - abusive friends, nasty habits and dangerous liaisons. Don`t abandon your responsibilities but don`t overdose on duty. Don`t live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family. Be true to yourself. Don`t commit when you`re not ready. Don`t keep others waiting needlessly. Fall in love - it`s the greatest thing on earth. But take care and remember, after the fall must come the rise.

Go on that trip. Don`t postpone it. Say those words. Don`t let the moment pass. Do what you must even at society`s scorn. Write poetry. Love deeply. Walk barefoot. Hold hands. Dance with wild abandon. Cry at the movies. Take care of yourself. Don`t wait for someone to take care of you. You light up your life. You drive yourself to your destination. No one completes you - except you.

It is true that life doesn`t get easier with age. It only gets more challenging. Don`t be afraid. Don`t lose your capacity to love. Pursue your passions. Live your dreams. Don`t lose faith in God. Don`t grow old. Just grow up.

Maaga na naman Ako sa Office...

So early in the morning, and I am blogging...

I didn't get a good night's sleep, I woke up three times, at 1:30am, at 3am and at 4:30am. One and a half hour intervals. I don't know why, maybe because I am VERY MUCH uncomfortable with my Babylet's whereabouts.. (Babylet, if and when you read this, don't get angry ah.. Your Mahal is just so jealous.. hehehe..)

What has been happening these past few days.. Hmmm...
>> Still not speaking with my Dad, brother and sister
>> Had a visitor yesterday, saying she'll help me fulfill my dreams... hehehe..
>> Been seeing my Babylet for the past 10 consecutive days.. Wow!
>> Went to the gym, attended Yoga last Tuesday, felt so relaxed after yoga, so relaxed I almost fell asleep while we were resting after the workout..Namaste!
>> Been with my bestfriend Mina and her old/new beau K-el for two consecutive Sundays..
>> Been drunk for two consecutive Mondays.. But it was one hell of a night for Videoke (should I say two? hhmmm...)

Can't say much na, maybe when I backtrack to this entry I'll laugh so hard that people might think I am crazy.. hehehe...

Di Pala Kita Kayang Iwan...

..sa ngayon..

Madami na din tayong pinagdaanan, pinagtalunan, at pinagtawanan.. Nakakatuwa, di ka pa din nagsasawa... Sa tuwing tinatanong ko kung sawa ka na, lagi ang sagot mo, malaking problema yun, dahil di mangyayari yun.. Gustong gusto ko maniwala, pero iba ang sinasabi ng isip ko.. Kaya nga ang pagmamahal ay nararamdaman sa puso, di sa isip... Ah ewan, di ko alam, magulo talaga ako.. Inlove nga siguro ako sa'yo. Para akong tanga ano? Hehehe...

..paano kaya bukas..

Ilang bukas pa kaya ang mabibilang ko na magkasama tayo.. Ilang beses ko pa maaamoy ang amoy mo sa damit at balat ko.. Ilang beses ko pa maririnig ang mahal kita.. Mukha ba akong nagdududa?

Pasensya ka na, ganito lang ako.. Nahihirapan lang ako tanggapin na mayroon palang tao na may ganitong pagmamahal para sa akin..

Waaahhh.. Drama... Corny pa...

Ayaw ko ng drama.. mas lalo ayaw ko ng corny.. pero inlove ako eh, kaya sorry na lang sa mga nakakabasa nito..

Mahal na mahal kita babylet.. Sana alam mo yan... (",)