This should not be a surprise to anyone of you. Today, I learned, I am the JEALOUS-TYPE! I admit, SELOSA ako! Maybe because of all the insecurities that I feel because of this certain guy, that's making me this cccccccccccccccrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy jealous. I really do not know what I am jealous about or whom am I jealous with. But I hate it, and I don't want to feel this way.
Random Thoughts of a Self-Proclaimed Nutcase about life, love, friends, people.. I am UNIQUE, just like everyone else.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Vacation Week!
Friday!! Fifth day of my one week vacation, on Monday, its work work work again! Haaay!! I (sort of) had a very good week! Very good indeed!
Monday: went to the gym and then went to school to finish some "unfinished" business (paperwork!) argggg!!
Tuesday: early start, bad start. I do not want to remember the events that happened before I left home that evening. Rain was heavy, had to commute from our house to Makati (Twas supposed to be Eastwood City but RP's gig got cancelled, received the message when I was already riding the bus!) Rewind a little, at about six o'clock, while I was waiting for a bus, this "^#(#*@ truck sped by and sprinkled water all over me! (The good thing was it was not MUDDY WATER). I wanted to go home and change but I was not really wet all over, I had "specs" of water only. Mina, Leslie and I grabbed dinner at Burger King (FREE WI-FI!) because I had to check the email RP sent me regarding some changes in his site. After 30 minutes, he sent another text asking if we could meet at Serendra with some people who came from Eastwood City as well. We met at 10pm and I went home with Angel at 12mn.
Wednesday: went to Toyota Alabang, finally got a confirmation that my car will be ready by Tuesday (September 30). YEY!!! Finally, my commute days are over (well, not really, I'm planning to ride public transportation for days that I will not probably come home late!). Then went to Makati to meet up with Sun for dinner. Just my luck, I rode the wrong bus (because the bus route was a lot longer than the one that I should have taken) and was late for dinner. It was fine because I wasn't hungry anyway. I also watched 7th Soul at Jill's, o how I missed them! Niño offered to give me a ride home, I was too shy because I knew that the roads to our house would be a little bit flooded. I got home (courtesy of Niño! Thanks a lot talaga!) at around 1am.
Thursday: still racking my brain on how to go about the request of RP with his site. Slept the whole day, planned on playing RO but never got the chance to do so. I had rested very very well this day.
Friday: woooohoooo! Finally thought of a solution for RP's site. Tinkered for about 5 hours, finally, it's finished. After writing this blog, I would probably send emails to some people regarding some "performance" work I need to finish. Maybe play RO later (SAYANG MOD EXP!) HEHE!
Two days left and my short vacation will be over. I still have Sunday and my bestfriends and I together with Leslie, Bam and Sun will go to Enchanted Kingdom! wooohooo!!
Monday: went to the gym and then went to school to finish some "unfinished" business (paperwork!) argggg!!
Tuesday: early start, bad start. I do not want to remember the events that happened before I left home that evening. Rain was heavy, had to commute from our house to Makati (Twas supposed to be Eastwood City but RP's gig got cancelled, received the message when I was already riding the bus!) Rewind a little, at about six o'clock, while I was waiting for a bus, this "^#(#*@ truck sped by and sprinkled water all over me! (The good thing was it was not MUDDY WATER). I wanted to go home and change but I was not really wet all over, I had "specs" of water only. Mina, Leslie and I grabbed dinner at Burger King (FREE WI-FI!) because I had to check the email RP sent me regarding some changes in his site. After 30 minutes, he sent another text asking if we could meet at Serendra with some people who came from Eastwood City as well. We met at 10pm and I went home with Angel at 12mn.
Wednesday: went to Toyota Alabang, finally got a confirmation that my car will be ready by Tuesday (September 30). YEY!!! Finally, my commute days are over (well, not really, I'm planning to ride public transportation for days that I will not probably come home late!). Then went to Makati to meet up with Sun for dinner. Just my luck, I rode the wrong bus (because the bus route was a lot longer than the one that I should have taken) and was late for dinner. It was fine because I wasn't hungry anyway. I also watched 7th Soul at Jill's, o how I missed them! Niño offered to give me a ride home, I was too shy because I knew that the roads to our house would be a little bit flooded. I got home (courtesy of Niño! Thanks a lot talaga!) at around 1am.
Thursday: still racking my brain on how to go about the request of RP with his site. Slept the whole day, planned on playing RO but never got the chance to do so. I had rested very very well this day.
Friday: woooohoooo! Finally thought of a solution for RP's site. Tinkered for about 5 hours, finally, it's finished. After writing this blog, I would probably send emails to some people regarding some "performance" work I need to finish. Maybe play RO later (SAYANG MOD EXP!) HEHE!
Two days left and my short vacation will be over. I still have Sunday and my bestfriends and I together with Leslie, Bam and Sun will go to Enchanted Kingdom! wooohooo!!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
On Being STRONG!?!
My friend once told me how STRONG I was. I didn't know what to say about it and I sort of didn't understand if it was a compliment or an insult (I took it as a compliment!). My friend almost enumerated all the mistakes I've made in the past, problems I've encountered and the experiences I've been through the last few years, all of which leading to such a comment. Then I knew what she was referring to, strong in the sense that I didn't break down facing such adversity. Well, I almost broke down, and I am being tested everyday, everyday is a STRUGGLE but something inside me keeps me going, encouraging me to be headstrong about everything. When this friend asked me how, I knew the answer, it was FAITH. I decided to walk by faith and not by sight. God promised me victory in all aspects of my life, and I shall wait for that victory. I have to trust Him that everything will turn out right, obey His will for me without question and just be patient for His plans for me because all will be done in His good TIME. I made a commitment to do all these, and even if I stumble along the way, I'll just stand up and keep on going.
I am and will be a living testament of God's love and I hope my confused friend finds her "way back into love", the Limitless Love of the Lord.
I am and will be a living testament of God's love and I hope my confused friend finds her "way back into love", the Limitless Love of the Lord.
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