Reasons Why I Get a Haircut

Here are some of the reasons why I cut my hair:
1. Its too long, too many split ends
2. Tired of the hairstyle
3. Its hot (like right now, its really hot in this country!)
4. Got into a fight with the current beau
5. Decided to end a relationship

Just got a haircut.. Wanna ask me why I decided to chop it off? Hahaha..

(Took this picture while I was driving)

Beaching Around...

San Juan, Batangas --> Subic --> Puerto Galera.. All in a Week!!!

What a week!! Last week, I went to 3 different beaches: one in San Juan,Batangas, one in Subic, and one in Puerto Galera (White Beach!)..

Look at my sunburn!!!

One of my goals for this summer is to have my skin darkened, and it worked.. It shocked many, but I think the feedback is good. Many told me that it looked good on me. Its because I am not all black, I am tan, thanks to Coke! hehe..

First Destination: San Juan, Batangas.. (April 12 - 13, overnight!)

Went to this place on adventure.. Meaning to say, we do not know where it is.. HAHAHA!! It was a total blast! We played volleyball on Tuesday night and on Wednesday morning.. They played "in-between" the whole night.. And I didn't get a lot of sleep because of the reptile hanging on the roof of our room.. To think I just got back from a few days of fever...

Attendance: ME, Sir Glen, Allan, Asaf, Candido, Kresa, Louie, Patrick, Rommel and Tristan

Me and Rommel on the "white sands" of San Juan, Batangas.. It's rather "creamy white" .. hehe..

Had my picture taken on top of a rock..

Second Destination: Subic, Zambales (April 14, wholeday)

Still burned from sunbathing in Batangas, the following day, I went with my Comm 2 students to Zambales, for another beach outing! They were also a blast! Food was great! All I did that day was EAT, SLEEP and SWIM!

Attendance: ME, Jonas, Ces, Greg, Chris, Carreon, Ella, Patron, Em, Felix (and their hunny bunnies, can't remember all their names.. sowi po..)

Third Destination: White Beach, Puerto Galera (April 16 - 17, overnight ulit!)

Rested for one day, to recover from 3 days of "beaching around".. On the night of April 15, I didn't sleep, because I had to leave at 3am to meet my friends in Alabang.. We arrived at the Batangas Port at around 6am, bought the tickets and were on our way to Galera at around 7am, arrived at around 8:00 am.. I didn't expect Galera to be that crowded but oh my God, it was way crowded.. Again, I went sunbathing, rode the banana - boat, more sunbathing, gimik night out (more like flirted around.. hehehe..) with Charles, Mina, Les and Wilson (Charles! Remember Stripe Boy!! He's really cute!!), Jetski the following morning, snorkling, more sunbathing and a whole lot of picture-taking.. hahaha!

This picture shows the ladies of Da Kolokoys.. Janine, Mina, Maruth and Iris (singit si papa jep, yung naka yellow)

Another cute picture, courtesy of Jake.. artistic pala ang loloh ko.. O di ba, lakas ng loob ko, naka - 2 - piece bathing suit ako!

Attendance: ME, Charles, Leslie, Mina, Janine and Wilson, Alvin and Myra, Jeff and ELiza and Baby Erin and Ate Myrna, Iris and Jerome, and the soon-to-be wed Jake and Shiela..

To sum it all up, I really enjoyed this one whole week.. I hope I could do this again.. hhhhmmmm...

I'm Back! Yah, well, sort of...

To those who are wondering what happened to me..
My heartfelt thanks to those who were very much worried, I was sick, bedridden for two whole days. It was really embarrassing for me when I attended this function on Thursday; I slept half of the day because I was not really feeling very well. On Friday, I really could not get up, my sister and I were the only ones at home, and my sister was asleep all day, I definitely could not take care of myself. I was hungry but I could not eat, because I knew I was going to throw it up anyway. My fever was really high, I could not stand up. Fortunately, my brother came home that night, and he really wanted to take me to the hospital because I was twitching in pain, my fever was high and he could not talk to me. I didn't want to be taken to the hospital (I didn't want to spend money! Had I died that night I could only blame myself for my stinginess! Hahaha!) It turned out that I have the stomach flu. I still do. But it’s not anymore accompanied with the high fever, sore muscles, and a whole lot of vomiting.

But I am a little bit fine now, well not really, while all of this is happening to me physically, I am mentally tortured and hurt by some words that were said maybe not to me directly but to a “bridge”. I never thought that this person still does not know the real me. I have always been a “what – you – see – is – what – you – get” type of person, I really could not imagine this happened to me or this is happening to me. I just want to fall asleep, just like when I was sick, and wake up to a brand new life. It’s really tiring to prove my genuineness as a person, but what’s more tiring is the fact that I really can not please everybody. Maybe it’s time I take care of myself, do things that will make ME happy.

Haay.. I just wish I CAN DO JUST THAT.

Miss MaKooLiT Recommends...

I bought a few OPM cds this past week.. I recommend:

Nina Live! Album..

I love this album.. I like every song and it has been playing on my pc or on the CD player eversince I bought it.. But of course, I have a few favorites (these are the ones I saved on my mp3 player..)..

I like:
*Love Moves In Mysterious Ways -everyone loves this song.. especially the ones in the "in-love" mode
*Stay (with me) - I just love how Nina sang it..
*Coloured Kisses
*Anything For You - This is my song for him..
*I Don't Wnat To Be Your Friend (Bonus Track) - Bitter song but I love it! (",)

It has 19 tracks and it only costs 280 pesos! Sulit!!! I hope they release a DVD of the performance!

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Nyoy Volante & Mannos' OPM Klasiks



Another sulit album.. The album cover is really fun! 17 tracks for 250 pesos! Sulit na sulit.. Can't wait to have it signed..
I like:
*Beep Beep
*Each Day With You
*Nasaan - Oh well, I really love this song.. who can blame me..

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Regine Velasquez's Drawn

OMG!!! I've been looking for this album for the longeeeeeeeesssssssst time.. I finally got hold of a copy and it only cost me 150 pesos.. I am soooooo Happy!!
I like:
*How Could You Leave
*Emotion
*Ikaw
*I'll Never Say Goodbye

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MYMP Albums

To be continued..

Everything He Does is Magic.. Totally!!

Totally out of the blue.. I met somebody who makes my heart skip a beat everytime he smiles.. Totally friendly, but really haughty around me.. Totally simple, yet extravagant in ways one could not imagine..

I like him sooo much.. I don't know why.. He makes me sing silly love songs.. He makes me smile and sad at the same time without any reason.. He has these effects on me.. As the song says.. "Everything he does is magic".. I really don't know why..

Commitment Issues

This came to my attention just a few weeks ago.. My siblings and I have the same problem, we have commitment issues. We have a difficult time dealing with commitment. Maybe because we have bad experiences with love coupled with very bad examples on love.. Hahaha..

We want to be in a committed relationship -- yes, we all agree on that.. But to deal with marriage? At this age, yes I am on what most people call, "the marrying age".. But heck, no I am not yet capable of dealing with this kind of stuff.. I have yet to meet people of my age, or older, or younger that I definitely know I will learn from.. I have yet to learn so many things about life.. Or maybe I am just too afraid to admit that I might eventually fail on something very important such as marriage..

Am I the only one thinking this way? Marriage is too important to mess with.. I know I am right with this one.. (",)

Rewards

Hard work should be rewarded.. I rewarded myself with one electronic gadget and quality time spent with 2 of my bestfriends..

My New Creative MuVo V200!!

I've been planning to buy an MP3 player with FM for the longest time.. I am a music addict.. I was really planning to buy a Samsung MP3 player but bought the V200 instead because of its color..

Rewards Plus!

I have always been a Nyoy Volante fan, but I have yet to watch any one of his gigs.. But, last Wednesday, March 16, my bestfriends and I watched Nyoy Volante and the Mannos over at Suburbia.. We really had fun that night! I asked for Nasaan.. and he sang it right away.. haha.. Almost made me cry..

Rewards Plus Plus!! Bonus!!!
This is one of the best rewards I gave myself.. hahaha! Kinapalan ko na mukha ko... I asked one of the waitresses if can have pictures taken with the band.. They were sooooooo nice! Here are the evidence.. (",)

Bad 3P ako! Sobra!

Bakit may mga taong walang alam gawin kundi mambastos? Tao ka naman haharap sa kanila, pero gagaguhin ka pa din nila. Nakakabwisit lang dahil di naman ako nakikipagbiruan, seryoso naman ako, pero ganun pa din. Nagbihis na nga ako ng maayos, pero ganun pa din, nabastos pa din ako. Napakahirap ba gumalang? Lalo sa babae?

Appreciation

Congratulations Sis!!!
One of my bestfriends received an award yesterday for being reliable in delivering results.. Wow, I'm so proud of you Janine!! Buti ka pa, your efforts are being appreciated by your superiors.. hehehe..

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Thank yous...
I have been receiving a lot of help from my student community, my beloved MP-RH.. I have so many things to do and I am just very thankful that they are there to lend a helping hand.. I appreciate the help very much..
Kudos to my MP-RH family: Kresa, Kenneth, Amer, Candido, Louie, Emman, Tristan and Jonathan.. and to my ComLab family: Jane, Dianne, Don, Leonard, Vlad..

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Random Chu-chus..
I have been down these past few days.. I don't know why.. Maybe the red flag is coming.. but I really am sad.. Sad because the news circulating around.. Career.. Love life.. Stuff like that.. I dunno.. Maybe I am just sensitive.. I really can't explain neither understand what's going on.. I really am nuts...
Try nitpicking the mind of a nutcase...

Bilangin Natin Ang Minsan

Minsan, gusto mo nang seryosohin ang buhay, pero minsan, ikaw naman ang di sineseryoso ng buhay..

Minsan, akala mo, nakahanap ka na ng taong para sa iyo, pero minsan, joke time lang pala..

Minsan, cute siya, pero minsan, hindi.. At hindi mo maipaliwanag kung bakit..

Minsan, masaya ka kapag kasama mo sha, pero minsan, malungkot, dahil alam mong hindi pwede..

Minsan, emote ka, pero minsan, nageemote emote-an ka lang..

Minsan, aayaw ka na, pero pag gising mo sa susunod na araw, alam mong sya pa din ang hinahanap hanap mo..

Kung ganito kadami ang minsan, sana maging madalas na lang ang minsan..

Yun lang.. Kaya nga minsan lang eh..

Going... going... gone...

I am having a hard time saying goodbyes.. I am at a crossroad again.. I can't seem to bring myself to say goodbye. But this time, I really need to go. It is a choice between friends and family. And I have to support my family. If saying goodbye to my present job will burn bridges, well, I have to accept the consequences. I just hope these people will understand my needs..

I Dreamt of You Last Friday..

What??? I dreamt of him last Friday.. Bothered by what has been happening between the two of us, I really had a dream about him, Friday night.. Maybe I was thinking about him too much..

I miss him na agad.. What is happening with me? I hate this, I really hate this.. But I miss him.. I mean, I miss the "old" him... Haay..

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Mga sis, help me deal naman with this.. I don't know what to think of or say anymore.. Obsessed ba ako? Nakakainis.. Nakaka-sad.. Tama ata ang hinala ko.. I think he lost interest na.. Matagal na ata.. Too late na ata ako.. hehehe..

I'm beginning to like you.. I am sorry, am I not supposed to?

Yes, I am beginning to like you, possibly, I already like you. Just like what my friend said, I have been “infected”. Suddenly, I was smiling from the heart again. My eyes had a different twinkle in them. And my friends were starting to notice.

Just the thought of conversing with you, just the memory of the sound of your voice, the way your eyes light up when you laugh, the dimples near your lips that appear when you smile, all of these bring joy to my heart..

But what happened, should I not like you? Suddenly, I feel like you are pushing me away. Have I done something that really bothered you?

You are a wonderful person. I find you very adorable. And the more I get to know you, the more I discover things about you, the more I feel for you. The more I want to be there for you, to share your joys and pains, to support you.

Have you changed your mind about me? Should I stay away? I hope I’ll know sooner.. Even though it really pains me to stop these feelings for you, I will, if you ask me to.

I am sorry; I am beginning to like you. You may not believe it, but I really want to fall for you and love you.

I Don't Get You

I am having a hard time understanding you, what is going on in that little head of yours? Have I done something wrong? Or have you done something wrong?

Are you getting frustrated? Well, maybe I am too. Your frustration is rubbing off on me. But I am dealing with things head on. I must deal with things head on. Why can't you do the same thing too? Don't run away, please don't push me away. You might not be able to pull me back.

I am here. I am real.

Bibitiw na ako..

Haay.. magtatago na ulit ako sa aking shell.. I'll be hiding my face again behind a happy mask.. Showing everyone that everything is fine.. That I'll be fine.. I know I am going to be fine..

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Mina, thanks for the encouraging words, but I think, this time I have to give up.. I think there are too many complications eh.. That's why I choose to give up this time.. Malay mo in the near future di ba.. Please don't mention names ah, he might be reading my blogs.. Please.. Thank you ulit! Luv yah sis!!!

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Nababagalan Ako sa Kanya

Naiinip na ako. Baka nga hindi nya ako gusto. Mahirap ba akong abutin? Hindi naman di ba, nandyan lang naman ako lagi sa tabi nya. Baka kasi di sya lumilingon sa tabi tabi. Nakakalungkot isipin, gusto nya ako, kung kailan nagustuhan ko na din sya, ayaw na yata nya sa akin..

Baka nga.. It's not meant to be.. Like I said, I still believe in love, I still have faith in love. Love will find me again. Even if it takes a while..

Lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sakin, I try to relate it to a song, so here's my song for you... (Although, the pang-guy yung kanta.. so syempre sana may female version yung song..hihihi!)

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Let Me Love You

Mario

Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm.....

Yeah, Yeah

Baby I just don't get it

Do you enjoy being hurt?

I know you smelled the perfume,

The make-up on his shirt

You don't believe his stories

You know that they're all lies

Bad as you are,

You stick around

And I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)

Never worry bout (what I do)

I'd be coming home (back to you)

Every night, doin' you right

You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)

Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)

Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you

Let me be the one to

Give you everything you want and need

Baby good love and protection

Make me your selection

Show you the way love's supposed to be

Baby you should let me love you,

Love you, love you

[Verse 2:]

Listen

Your true beauty's description

Looks so good that it hurts

You're a dime plus ninety-nine

And it's a shame

Don't even know what you're worth

Everywhere you go they stop and stare

Cause you're bad and it shows

From your head to your toes,

Out of control

[Bridge:]

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)

We should be together girl (baby)

With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!

So can we make this thing ours?

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I Love This Song....

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Suntok sa Buwan

Session Road

Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan

'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin

Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin

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*** I do love this song.. I sing this with conviction.. to the max!!! ***

HITCH!

Starring:Will Smith

Watched Hitch last night.. All I can say is, this is the best romantic - comedy movie I've seen ever! This is one movie I'd like to watch over and over..

To guys out there: you can learn so many things from this movie, from meeting women to lines that you might want to use with your girlfriend that will surely melt their hearts...

I give this movie a two-thumbs up, 5-stars, and a whole lot of applause!

Troubled Me...

Troubled Throat..
I am sick once again, feeling the fever sometimes, but what has been bothering me is my voice. My voice has been working against me for the past 2 weeks. I can't really speak continuous for 30 minutes because my voice starts to fade.. Well, my profession requires me to speak non - stop.. How am I going to do that?

Troubled Mind..
Too many decisions to make, just not sure if I have enough courage to stand up for my decisions... I have been receiving UNWANTED attention for quite sometime now from two persons whom I have ABSOLUTELY no interest for. I believe I've tried my best to show that I have no interest at all and can not offer anything more.. I really do not want to be bothered by them. What makes them think that I have the time of day for them when I am too busy with my own stuff... Why can't they leave me alone?

Troubled Heart..
I have confided with my PPG sistahs that I am falling for someone..(",) But again, I am hounded with dozens of hesitations.. Why can't I just dive in on dark waters?

Paasa?? Who me?? Confessions of a Female Commitment Phobe..

Paasa: someone who gives "false hopes"

A friend told me last Saturday that I was "paasa". Not really, I am basically friendly, and once I see that a person is worth my friendship, I really give my 100% friendship to that person, no malice. Most of the time, other people mistake this type of behavior as something like "I like the person" or if it happens that the person likes me, he might mistake it as hope for something more of a friendship.

Well, it's like this, I do not believe in courtship, I believe in getting to know the real person. It has been said many times that during the courtship phase, both the girl and the boy show only their good side. Well, for me, it doesn't work that way. I always want to see the real person, how he deals with conflicts, drama and other stuff that most people in a relationship deal with. So, during this "getting to know you" phase, the other person I am getting to know thinks that we are in a "relationship" or we might have a future together. It sucks, I know. Maybe I don't make it clear enough to show that I am trying to get to know him. Maybe I should exert more effort in stating it in "clear cut sentences" so as to avoid any confusion. I hate getting hurt and I also hate hurting other people.

It's true, I am afraid of commitment, terrified of settling with one person alone for the next few months, years or even a lifetime. Afraid to see his faults, and not be able to accept them. I know, I am not perfect. But that's just me.
I've been in a couple of relationships before, I did learn to accept them, faults and all, why did it fail? Because we were always in bad situations. I need not explain it here. HAHAHA! That's why I have been this way, too many bad relationships and combined with bad "role models" on love. Now, I am afraid to commit. Afraid to let go of my feelings, to allow any feeling that I know will lead to "falling in love". Totally terrified of getting hurt again and again. Afraid to risk... To be dependent on someone... Again, that's just me, and it really sucks! (",)