I'm beginning to like you.. I am sorry, am I not supposed to?

Yes, I am beginning to like you, possibly, I already like you. Just like what my friend said, I have been “infected”. Suddenly, I was smiling from the heart again. My eyes had a different twinkle in them. And my friends were starting to notice.

Just the thought of conversing with you, just the memory of the sound of your voice, the way your eyes light up when you laugh, the dimples near your lips that appear when you smile, all of these bring joy to my heart..

But what happened, should I not like you? Suddenly, I feel like you are pushing me away. Have I done something that really bothered you?

You are a wonderful person. I find you very adorable. And the more I get to know you, the more I discover things about you, the more I feel for you. The more I want to be there for you, to share your joys and pains, to support you.

Have you changed your mind about me? Should I stay away? I hope I’ll know sooner.. Even though it really pains me to stop these feelings for you, I will, if you ask me to.

I am sorry; I am beginning to like you. You may not believe it, but I really want to fall for you and love you.