Totally Confused

Here I go again, with all the things that are happening around me, I still do not know what to do. I have a goal and yet I do not know how to reach that goal. There are so many roads to choose from, and I can't decide which road to take. Maybe, just maybe, I am looking at the wrong goal that's why I am so confused. I just can't DECIDE!!!!

I have so many things to consider, my family, my friends, my special someone and most importantly, my self. I know its about time that I do what I want, but doing so might make people who are close to my heart unhappy. And I do not want to be happy while making these people unhappy. But if these people love me, I believe they will be happy for me. I just hope they would.