HOT HOT SUMMER!

It's very unfortunate on this weather, I wouldn't be able to enjoy the sun and water (I still have a wedding to attend, so I really couldn't show up with sunburn all over!). What's more of a shame is the fact that I only have one month of vacation, and the wedding will be after my vacation! Oh well, I hope I can still enjoy the rest of the summer.

Speaking of summer, I really wish I could wear my new bathing suit (actually it's supposed to a 2 - piece suit, fortunately, I was able to buy the top only!) I'm really excited to wear this, as long as I don't have the flabs by the time I'll use it. I've been sweating it out in the gym, working out at least 2 hours, twice a week. Losing the weight I gained in the last 6 months is really a target for me this summer. Even if I do not have somewhere to use this top, at least I was able to lose the excess baggage I gained! It's a win-win situation, isn't it?

Gloomy Me..

I really am sad (again?!). It is only endorphins that has been keeping me going (produced by hours of working out in the gym).. FIrst, I was saddened by the fact that a handful of my students failed DATCOM013. Then, I need to pay tons of bills that I really could not enjoy the money I will receive for the months of April and May. And third, I had to let go of something and someone whom I really hold dear to my heart. My life has been falling into pieces this past month, I was merely setting it aside and was dealing with urgent but unimportant matters. Now, my hands have nothing to do, and so I am faced again with all the hoopla. I am in a rut. I need something or someone to hold on to. To share the burden. But I really can not talk to someone. I really can not talk to just a somebody. I need to be saved from my falling world.