Early today, I received this text message from this person whom I was confiding in about something that was bothering me. His reply was, "Mataas kc masyado gus2 m...". It was like a slap in the face, that he was telling me the brutal truth. Or was it the truth? Was he telling me that I could not achieve something that I want? I was always told to dream big, aim high, aim for the sky, if in case I fail, I would have fallen on the roof and not on the ground. I would achieve better things if I aim for greater things.
I didn't know what to say to him. I was confused if he was trying to hurt me or was he being a friend because he was telling me the truth. But what he said hurt me. Hurt me a lot. He made me feel little. Inferior. Because I let him do that to me.
I don't want to feel that way again. Today, I made a decision, to stop wallowing in self - pity. Instead of feeling hurt, I will take it as a challenge. Something to push me more to achieve my goal. My Savior will carry me through this rough patch. I just know He will. (",)
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