Tuesday, August 15, 2006

How Much Do You Love Me?

While I was watching TV last night, this guy was asking the girl this question, "How much do you love me?". The girl answered, "very very much, forever and ever..". I remember being asked me this question, but I guess, I never answered it before. I eluded answering this question. I just do not know how to answer this question.

But now, I do have the answers, how much did I love thee? It's waking up in the morning, thinking if he was able to sleep well, will he have breakfast waiting for him on the dining table, if not, I will be very happy to prepare for him. Is he feeling well, if not, I'll be by his side to take care of him, to watch his temperature, to make sure he doesn't feel pain, by just being there. Loving him involved thinking about him first, before me. He comes first before me. Even if it means being hated by most of my loved ones, as long as he is happy, with me beside him.
Not anymore. I have to come first, its me first. I can only love someone else, if I learn to love myself first.

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